An Evening with Judgement
Resurrection
Release
Judgement is about resurrection.
It’s about transitioning to a new life and coming out free.
Release the old life, you’ve learned the lessons you needed to learn.
What card will help me get through the week?
Judgement Reversed
I’m struggling with this card because I am ready to move on. And yet, doubt enters the picture.
Am I worried about losing the friendships I’ve made here? Or am I afraid of what a new life will look like?
If you asked me those questions to my face, I’d say confidently say “No” to both of them.
I understand the nature of work friendships makes them finite.
They don’t always endure and there’s nothing wrong with that. We overlap with coworkers for a very specific amount of time. The ven diagram of our lives can be slim.
Just because their time is limited doesn’t mean those relationships weren’t valuable, interesting, fun or real.
They were real.
Missing those relationships isn’t a bad thing, it’s simply the natural progression of time.
Fear, on the other hand, is a real bitch.
You have to be willing to release certainty.
I have to be willing to release certainty to create change.
After listening to a YouTube video from @thebrynth, I love the challenge she presents with Judgement.
With Judgement, you have to look at the world with innocence.
Innocence is a choice we make.
It’s a variation of Lucky Girl Syndrome.
Sure, things have gone wrong in the past, but we have to release that pain. We have to learn the lessons we need to learn.
We’re better for them. We’ll be wiser in the future.
Judgment feels like a challenge.
Be ready to greet the new chapter of your life with innocence.
Believe that everything will work out.
BECAUSE IT WILL.
Be ready to engage the adventure with innocent eyes. The Universe is calling you to do something bigger. Push past fear and know that the Universe has your back.
My
Judgement
Card
Pull
1. What calls me to rise up and become something new?
The High Priestess Reversed
Here the appearance of the High Priestess is perfect.
I think of her as the calm center inside me.
She’s my inner voice.
I can trust that she’s here because I need her to be here.
This is my intuition clearly speaking to me.
2. What can I become?
The Tower Reversed
LOL!
Rather than letting outside forces control you, you should be creating change!
Step into a new, evolved version of yourself.
3. How will I change my life?
6 of Pentacles Reversed
From what I know, the 6 of Pentacles is about showing generosity.
He’s giving, but he’s holding a balanced scale and both people are receiving. It doesn’t feel like money applies here (but perhaps it does!)
Without a concrete feeling to go on, I’m focusing on the imbalance in this card.
I’ve been out of balance. I’ve been investing my time and energy into a job I don’t like doing.
I’m drained. I’m depleted.
Perhaps after this Tower, I’ll get to a point of balance.
4. What can I become? How will my change affect others?
King of Pentacles
Hey! That’s fun.
The King of Pentacles is wealth, security and abundance. I’d love to offer those around me protections, provisions and encourage them to grow.
5. How am I called to answer?
The Devil Reversed
Perhaps I interpret these as encouraging me to quit because that’s what I want to interpret. Perhaps it’s because that’s actually what the Universe wants me to do.
Either way, the Devil Reversed knows I’m feeling trapped.
But, nothing is more powerful than being in your own strength.
Even if I’m feeling helpless, like I’m not making any progress, a change is happening inside me. No one is keeping me trapped here but me.
A conscious and unconscious change is happening.
The Devil is big Capricorn energy!
It has me asking “What do you really want? Are you ready to take ownership over the next thing you do?”
I’m still perplexed.
I want my life to change. I want to get a new job. I want to work in a setting that helps me grow and thrive so I can help others grow and thrive.
I will miss the friends I’ve made here but that’s okay. Those relationships have value for as long as they have value.
I want to take the next step. I’m ready for my life to change.
My life is changing. I’m moving on. I am letting go.